Of course, work is not exactly my favorite pass time but it is an internship and this is definitely not the position I will have once my studies are completely done and finished with. More important than work right now is my social life though. In the last few years my professional career has been going great. I graduated my first diploma with honors and top of my class... I worked at prestigious five star hotels in Paris and Geneva... but my private life has been suffering from long working hours, difficult holiday planning and me moving every six months.
It has been the longest time since I have been in a relationship in which I was happy. Me and N are back together. After a few weeks of hardship and separation due to a stupid decision I made, our paths finally managed to meet again and everything went back to the way it used to be. Or at least sort of. Of course, whatever has led to our separation cannot be forgotten, and the pain that has been caused remains somewhere in the back of our minds, but right now we are just enjoying being close to each other. We laugh, breathe, eat and sleep together as often as we can.I am happy because when we are separated I don't need to worry about who is with and what he is doing. I don't worry that one day I won't be able to reach him or that he wouldn't want to see me. I don't worry about anything. When we are together, we are together... and even when a few kilometers separate us for a few days, I still feel that sense of together-ness. This is what I needed and what has been missing in the past... I can finally recharge my batteries with some love and affection. No drama, no fights, no tears... just fun, relaxation and affection.
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